Love is not easy

Choosing a right man in life?

Don’t choose? Just take what comes in first?

I don’t know either. All this is too complicated to think about.

Sometimes, I just can’t stop myself from saying “break this” or “end this” to someone I would call it potential bf.  He would think I’m doing this out of fun to torture him. The truth is always not know.

 ”Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus”

Men and women are different and we shall accept the differences.

Before a relationship can start, the love tank will go full. The heart will blossom. Life is full of hope. The whole world seems to be just as colorful as it can be.  Everything between two of us will be alive. Nothing seems wrong. Your heart is sure to be with him.

If your heart is not fully on your potential man, part of it was open for other man to come in, the potential man that’s with you don’t bother to confess his love for u at times being apart, don’t bother to keep us close with any communication method, turn you down when u finally can keep him close through online chatting, turn you down when sharing with him all the things u want him to know all the while, turn you down on interest that you just found in yourself, would u go on or let him go?

When I found comfort in him, is the when he found discomfort in me.

I forgot the love we once share, after days of no close connection with him through phone or internet, i felt much happier with myself and sad that I’m drifting away from him slowly.

Deep inside, I love him like my family. But, with no close connection when being apart from him made me feel like losing him forever. I’m confused, suffocated and dried.

All I want to keep in a relationship is all he forced himself to do.

I can’t dump him, because I love him.

complicated. I dunno. please help advice.